早上刚听见雷声，接着就落下大雨点了
来的很快
天气阴的就像跟谁有仇似的
一切死气沉沉
回想起昨晚做的梦，哭了
本记得是非常重要的东西离我而去
但是记不起究竟是什么了
梦醒了就什么都忘了
刚才在百度上查怎么样才能放松心情，不想不高兴的事
但他们说那些我都懂
就是做不来
性格太倔强了真是不好
明知道怎样对怎样不对
心却怎么也扭不过来
很痛苦
这个早上还发现我的头发长长了
我的头发被我虐的已经不想在和我生活下去了
天天一把把的往下掉
怨我给的营养不够吧
我的能量只够我喘口气活着呢
其他的哪顾得上来啊
可怜的头发们... ...
still end with english words, though i know no one like to read it. i want to save myself but i cannot. if that is ture, what can i do. we couldn't have been so careless that it take lots of trable to us. i should save myself by myself. this summer and last summer with him, is not so happy thatl i am still very happy.