House of my heart

不知道我这算什么生活
难道大学毕业了就会沦落到这样子
还不如像别人那样死心塌地的有份工作呢
怎么我这要升学的会变得这么惨呢

每天贴三个广告出去找兼职
每天做一顿晚饭
每天看N个电影和几集电视剧
每天为挤着压着自己那点生活费
每天无聊的担忧着***
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呵呵看上去感觉像是深局庭院的怨妇
其实这样的生活蛮自在又清闲
但我渐渐感觉自己要是一直这样闲下去会病！
我一定要赶快找回自己！

i know that being with lover is very happy, but this kind of life is not what i really want.
i like being free in the busy days. jeje, i not the woman who can enjoy the housework at home everyday, and i dunnt allow my life being thrifty by the stable salry. i will have my own business with him, so that we can control my own life freely. though it will be a long time for us to pursue, i have the confidence to win our life by ourselves. that will be the choice of angela!