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作者:sophia 发表时间:2006-6-12
失眠
1点躺到床上
没睡着过
半夜4点
我抱着枕头
裹着被子
窝在阳台的角落
光着脚
踩在冰冷的地板上
像个孩子般
期待着能看到日出
5点
天亮了
没有太阳
是个阴天
失望
脑袋靠着窗边
看到缝隙间夹杂着烟屑
他曾坐在这里抽烟
我试图在这里感受他的温度
轻轻一挥
烟灰飘向窗外
我再也碰触不到
耳机里重复着这一首歌
Snow Patrol 的音乐
低调而华丽
一贯的莫名感伤
一贯的暧昧忧郁
一贯的恍然若失
Please don't go crazy if I tell you the truth No, you don't know what happened and you never will if You don't listen to me while I talk to the wall This blanket is freezing, it's been out in the hall Where you've had me for hours till I'm sure what I want But darling I want the same thing that I wanted before. So sweetheart tell me what's up. I won't stop. No way!
Please keep your hands down and stop raising your voice. It's hardly what I'd be doing if you gave me a choice. It's a simple suggestion, can you give me some time? So just say yes or no, why can't you shoulder the blame? 'Cause both my shoulders are heavy from the weight of us both. You're a big boy now so let's not talk about growth. You've not heard a single word I have said. Oh my God!
Please take it easy. It can't all be my fault. I haven't made half the mistakes that you've listed so far. Baby, let me explain something, it's all down to drugs. At least I remember taking them and not a lot else. It's seems I've stepped over lines you've drawn again and again, But if the ecstacy's in, the wit is definitely out. Doctor Jeckyll is wrestling Hyde, for my pride.
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