today has been ok``
i now feel better`` thx to those who were there for me when i was having a really hard time.
thx the lynn & rachel` thx to faustine``there were times when i felt tat it was impossible to get through this`but u guys made it possible``
took the maths quiz today``it was not so bad``i managed to finish most of the questions``only didnt solve the last part cuz of careless mistake``
after lunch``when i was sitting by the tables and doing tutorials, i heard somebody playing 'tong hua' on piano.`then i just sat there and listen``i skipped physics lesson, partly because i just felt like sitting down there and listen``partly becuase i was kinda sick of skool``so i just sat down there, listening to ppl playing piano and doing maths at the same time`` btw``my maths now really sucks`` i m lagging behind others by a LOT``really``i m not doing quite well for econs oso``but `nvm` heck``i dont feel like mugging nowadays``not at all``
i listened and listened and listened`` until VARUN came and started playing some retarded and annoying music``actually`` i m not even sure if tat could be called music``he was very happy i think``he was playing the piano ,cheering for himself at times, and laughing really loud``OMG``i dont really think he is a bad guy``BUT`` honestly` he is just damn annoying`` not only i think so``most of my friends all think so``
i always wonder why there r ppl who like to act stupid and do stupid things, which does no good for themselves but only pisses others off, which is actually their loss after all.. by common sense, everybody should have at least a rough idea of how favourable behaviour should be like. BUt there r still so many ppl who r forever annoying``just cannot change a bit``could it be tat they do tat because they r scared to be left out thus do tat just to get attentions? if that is the case, it is really pathetic.
it is natural for ppl to dislike being alone or lonely, but i think sometimes it is good to be alone.
cuz, when u r alone, u think.
before exams, if i m still not ready, i would rather stay alone studying than going for consultation sessions with a big bunch of ppl.. hehe.. and i find it works.. anyway tat is off the topic``diaoz`` anyway``maybe sometimes we should try to understand those irritating ppl``i believe there is always a reason behind everything..for Varun, i guess tat he is just scared to be not noticed``` nvm``let him do watever he likes to``
went for chem lesson at the end of the day``fell asleep half way during the lesson```ms tan was really caring and nice``she didnt even wake me up although she realised tat i was sleeping``and after lesson`she talked to me abt the things happened to me recently.. once again i was touched.. she told me no matter wat, i have to move on`i m still young and there is still a long way lying ahead of me``if i get stuck here at this point, it is not good for the future..
it was only until tat happened, i found out tat there were actually many ppl caring abt me.. i suddenly realized tat i have alr have so many friends.. i always thought tat i was alone here in singapore...i could have stayed here for so long all because of the ppl around me.. otherwise, i would have given up on myself and went back to china long time ago..thank u guys.
tats abt the day`` training was same as usual```i m now tired and dirty``still havnt taken a bath``haha``i m damn gross man``ok``now i shall go bathe
i now feel better`` thx to those who were there for me when i was having a really hard time.
thx the lynn & rachel` thx to faustine``there were times when i felt tat it was impossible to get through this`but u guys made it possible``
took the maths quiz today``it was not so bad``i managed to finish most of the questions``only didnt solve the last part cuz of careless mistake``
after lunch``when i was sitting by the tables and doing tutorials, i heard somebody playing 'tong hua' on piano.`then i just sat there and listen``i skipped physics lesson, partly because i just felt like sitting down there and listen``partly becuase i was kinda sick of skool``so i just sat down there, listening to ppl playing piano and doing maths at the same time`` btw``my maths now really sucks`` i m lagging behind others by a LOT``really``i m not doing quite well for econs oso``but `nvm` heck``i dont feel like mugging nowadays``not at all``
i listened and listened and listened`` until VARUN came and started playing some retarded and annoying music``actually`` i m not even sure if tat could be called music``he was very happy i think``he was playing the piano ,cheering for himself at times, and laughing really loud``OMG``i dont really think he is a bad guy``BUT`` honestly` he is just damn annoying`` not only i think so``most of my friends all think so``
i always wonder why there r ppl who like to act stupid and do stupid things, which does no good for themselves but only pisses others off, which is actually their loss after all.. by common sense, everybody should have at least a rough idea of how favourable behaviour should be like. BUt there r still so many ppl who r forever annoying``just cannot change a bit``could it be tat they do tat because they r scared to be left out thus do tat just to get attentions? if that is the case, it is really pathetic.
it is natural for ppl to dislike being alone or lonely, but i think sometimes it is good to be alone.
cuz, when u r alone, u think.
before exams, if i m still not ready, i would rather stay alone studying than going for consultation sessions with a big bunch of ppl.. hehe.. and i find it works.. anyway tat is off the topic``diaoz`` anyway``maybe sometimes we should try to understand those irritating ppl``i believe there is always a reason behind everything..for Varun, i guess tat he is just scared to be not noticed``` nvm``let him do watever he likes to``
went for chem lesson at the end of the day``fell asleep half way during the lesson```ms tan was really caring and nice``she didnt even wake me up although she realised tat i was sleeping``and after lesson`she talked to me abt the things happened to me recently.. once again i was touched.. she told me no matter wat, i have to move on`i m still young and there is still a long way lying ahead of me``if i get stuck here at this point, it is not good for the future..
it was only until tat happened, i found out tat there were actually many ppl caring abt me.. i suddenly realized tat i have alr have so many friends.. i always thought tat i was alone here in singapore...i could have stayed here for so long all because of the ppl around me.. otherwise, i would have given up on myself and went back to china long time ago..thank u guys.
tats abt the day`` training was same as usual```i m now tired and dirty``still havnt taken a bath``haha``i m damn gross man``ok``now i shall go bathe
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