finally~the day is coming~
tomorrow~ is our one hundredth day
but just the other end~ out of our plan~~
u must know~ that's not up to me~~
i just feel tired~
u know~
it can cause my giving up~ everything is included~
u just don't know why we will be apart~
that's why we must~~~
i suppose u r selfish~ u just want the way u want~
maybe i am too~
i have never felt so tired as this time with u~~
u can't unstand what i really want~even who i am~~
u r afraid of losing all the time~
i know~ the reason is u love me~
but tiring~~~
u care me much~ u treat me really really well~~
i am thankful indeed~
but u know~
love is not just the only thing in love~
we quarrel again and again~
that is we who are weakening our love~~~
i decide to desperate not because i am not loving u~
just cuz i feel tired~~~~~~
we can fall in love~ but we can't get along together~
u make me unable to persist~~~
we r just born to be unable to get matched.................maybe~~~
dear~~ hope the last dear calling it is~~
i am sorry~ so sorry~~~
for giving u the only tear on our ninty-ninth day....................