Sorry Bioki, I cannot write a lot this time. I might write more later on.
Your passage was the first thing I read today. You can imagine what an impact it had had on me.
Why do you tell me all these? Although you have used nicknames, I can still figure out who 'Lady' and 'That Man' are.
And, of course, I am totally unaware of whatever happened in your first year of University. Distance, maybe. Or perhaps, only perhaps-because I would not be able to make any difference, I don't need to know.
Indeed, I don't need to know.
Maybe you are right. I CAN give up everything. However, a change doesn't equal a loss. Whatever I have been, whatever I am, whatever I will be, I am still ME.
I have no past. It seems that what you eventually realised in summer 2002, is what I realised when I was about nine-or even earlier. When I first experienced betrayal and darkness.
Childish, aren't I? You can just laugh at me. What could I have known when I was nine?!
But I knew it. I knew it all. I was involved against my will.
Until now. I have seen too much, I suppose.
And I will see more.
Right, I have got to go. One last thing-
Please don't make me cry. Especially as the first thing in the morning.
Your passage was the first thing I read today. You can imagine what an impact it had had on me.
Why do you tell me all these? Although you have used nicknames, I can still figure out who 'Lady' and 'That Man' are.
And, of course, I am totally unaware of whatever happened in your first year of University. Distance, maybe. Or perhaps, only perhaps-because I would not be able to make any difference, I don't need to know.
Indeed, I don't need to know.
Maybe you are right. I CAN give up everything. However, a change doesn't equal a loss. Whatever I have been, whatever I am, whatever I will be, I am still ME.
I have no past. It seems that what you eventually realised in summer 2002, is what I realised when I was about nine-or even earlier. When I first experienced betrayal and darkness.
Childish, aren't I? You can just laugh at me. What could I have known when I was nine?!
But I knew it. I knew it all. I was involved against my will.
Until now. I have seen too much, I suppose.
And I will see more.
Right, I have got to go. One last thing-
Please don't make me cry. Especially as the first thing in the morning.
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