The person next to me

      Whatever I t 2005-5-19 22:15
He is not sitting next to me. That's why I am writing this passage.

I hate him sitting next to me. He is just self-unaware. I am not the right person to talk to, I am not that kind of person who would like to 'share' with him. He has never been important, because I can make no use of him. He is nobody special.

What can I get from him? Virtually nothing. If there is no event, no interest, no evidence, there is no relationship. That is my dogma.

People are connected by the exchange of privacy, or secrecy, whatever you call it. He has neither from me. Don't become a blooming threat.

He still believes in 'pure emotions'-just like my lovely lovely girly friend(s), he is stupid. Naivety can do him no good. He's going to pay the price later on.

Don't underestimate me, simply because I have overestimated you.

There is no protection. I am not with them. I am separated, isolated. I am proud.

However, there are loads of things that he can get from me. I reckon that's why he's still so damned close to me-oh no, that can't be the reason. I have just said that he believes in 'pure emotions', haven't I?

I always tend to overestimate others. That's the sign of being cautious.

Things will change next term. Maybe even earlier.

He will be informed-please notice, I am using the passive tense. He will be informed, but he will not find it out himself.

He hasn't got a chance.

My silly little boy.
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