i'm happy to know the i'm doing what i like. Saw a pt today. Actually, i didn't demonstrate any great skills but patience and empathy. I could definitely felt that i was talking to her heart. It's a heart to heart, person to person process. It's really great the i've the previlege to enter others' lives, know their stories and talk to their hearts. What I wanna intervene is not a thought but a person and a life which is full of miracle.
Well, it's not only a healing time for others but myself. I did not used to express myself. I fear of exposing my true self to others. It's so threatening as I thought i was not good enough and ..fragile. I wanna be perfect. Therefore, I was afraid to explore the inner feelings w. others as it would mean i need to disclose myself nakedly to others too. I chose to avoid and to preserved 'myself'. It's not others who look down upon me but myself. I knew. And thx for Kindy's reminder (warning? threat??!) i recognized my problem and i know i'm improving. I enjoyed talking w. my clients w. my heart open. I'm learning to use my self to cure others, and myself. Thx god!
Well, it's not only a healing time for others but myself. I did not used to express myself. I fear of exposing my true self to others. It's so threatening as I thought i was not good enough and ..fragile. I wanna be perfect. Therefore, I was afraid to explore the inner feelings w. others as it would mean i need to disclose myself nakedly to others too. I chose to avoid and to preserved 'myself'. It's not others who look down upon me but myself. I knew. And thx for Kindy's reminder (warning? threat??!) i recognized my problem and i know i'm improving. I enjoyed talking w. my clients w. my heart open. I'm learning to use my self to cure others, and myself. Thx god!
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