高考如此迫近，我却突然一败涂地。想起自己喜欢的大学，想起自己前两年的努力和挣扎，想起路和已逝世的奶奶，我怎么了。到底怎么了。
昨天开始讲解试卷，心情一路坠一路跌，到谷底。从来没有像现在这样，看到数学题会恐惧地颤抖，我不会做啊，我一点思路都没有。之前的努力哪去了。都不见了，毫无用处。
怎么办呢。眼睁睁地就看着梦轻轻地远飞么。
在人大的论坛里泡着泡着，心越来越凉了。
我不想这样啊。怎么办。越来越恐惧，对数学，我束手无策。不甘心，很不甘心，又无可奈何。
只有98天了。
我最无助的时候你们都不在了，一个人的家，空荡荡，逃了一早晨的课，无人过问。
高考快点来吧，结束这一切。
高考慢点来吧，给我时间，让我实现愿望。。

哭完了，冷静了。
所幸还有时间。要自己对自己负责，要自己照顾自己。
末妖，你只有你自己，一个人，就更要活得好好的。
让他们的争吵都离我而去吧，那些难过那些竞争，都冷静面对吧。

只是落泪，that I would be good.

《THAT I WOULD BE GOOD》
that i would be good even if i did nothing
that i would be good even if i got the thumbs down
that i would be good if i got and stayed sick
that i would be good even if i gained ten pounds

that i would be fine even if i went bankrupt
that i would be good if i lost my hair and my youth
that i would be great if i was no longer queen
that i would be grand if i was not all knowing

that i would be loved even when i numb myself
that i would be good even when i am overwhelmed
that i would be loved even when i was fuming
that i would be good even if i was clingy

that i would be good even if i lost sanity
that i would be good
whether with or without you



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