He went away and left me here,everything will not be okay.I want to scream at him,and tell him how hurt I am .I want him to feel the pain I'm feeling.I want him to tell me he lied,that he never really cheated,that it was all a sick joke.I could forgive him for a joke,but not for this.
Tears roll down my face and burn my cheeks.I can no longer hold in my emotions......

I think of all the times he told me he loved me and how it all meant nothing now . I think of him with another girl ,laughing and having fun .He finally leavs me to drown in my emotions.I wonder,Should I forgive him ? Should I forget him ?Will I be able to see him with another girl,especially the one causing all this pain? What should I do ?

I know no matter what I do, it will never be the same.There will always be an empty feeling,like a hole in my heart..

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