I suddenly have a strange feeling. I don't know how to explain it. It just hit right on me when I finished talking over the phone. It's... a sense of loss, sadness and even heartbreakin'. I don't know how can I feel this way. It just makes me feel so lonely and being left out. Every time when he says he's tired, I really wanna scream at him but... I didn't do that. Sometimes I get really angry with him for that. However, he says I don't understand the situation he is in now. Is that all my fault? Am I being too mean on him? I'm confused.
I just wanna spend more time with him TOGETHER, but what he does instead is SLEEPING! What can I say? Love is blind. Am I too stupid or what? I just feel... so strage and not comfortable. I wanna run away but I can't. I don't think I'm tough enough at the moment to say 'Hey, goodbye mate, you are FIRED!'^_^ I just... can't do that to him right now...
Maybe I'm really a damn hopeless girl.
回复Comments
{commenttime}{commentauthor}
{CommentUrl}
{commentcontent}