When I was young and be proud of my father with so many high position colleagues, though we lived in the countryside but we were the first one with telephone in the village, with private car and enjoy good life.
I was proud once my father sent me to the middle school with his private car but such kind good time hadn't lasted a long time, due to his wrong decision he lost the best opportunity to sell his products and caused the enterprise with big economic problem. detail I have no idea, but the truth was father was arrested for economic problem and be sentenced in the jail for 12years, though finally he was set free (two months in the jail) but his life completely changed, he lost everything even his welfare his pension.
I have no idea what happened and just wonder, father became greedy with money from that time, he managed to sell every useful things at home to get money and mother used her poor monthly salary to keep the whole family living, my elder brother made my mother fee relief a lot, since he graduated from the high school, he worked in the local enviorment bureau and get regular monthly salary to help mother. I studied in the senior school far from hometown and every month, my elder brother will offer 10yuan for me for studying and he believed a lot I can join the university for my studied famous middle school. Father became ridiculous, he worked every early morning and return every late evening, we couldn't see him at home and wondered what he was doing, nobody knew and he had no money to get for his living only mother's poor salary, mother was an engineer with good reputation, she was respected by everybody in my village and worked in a local steel company later be mergered by Bao Steel.
Every weekend I would return home and be together with my family but hate a lot the enviorment due to frequently quarrel between my parents. So next day I must leave very early to go to the school. I studied just kept normal level never be excellent student, due to my mother's experience, she was great and the most beautiful woman in the village but failed to find a good husband and had to suffer the poor life. That's my real thinking: I want to find a good and rich husband to raise me and my whole family.
Later I was the unique girl to take part in the university that time. The whole village boiled and they praised me and asked their children to learn from me, I was not excited just thought, with my education background I want to find a good husband, I don't want to work hard like my mother and unemployment as my father.
Everything was changed quickly, when I joined grade three in the university I met him: my first boy friend. He asked me to join the party and we enjoyed dancing a lot and be introduced by my good friend we became good couple. We loved each other and that moment I forgot my swear to find a rich husband for the family. Be addicted to the short term happiness one day I was found pregnant due to my still university time, I had to make abortion but we still kept our relation, i was sure that would be his wife due to my good looking and education.
After university I was asigned to the local textile manufacturer as a designer and suddenly found the whole system changed, a lot of people they didn't like big pot life as the permanent staff who work in the company. The poor less one hundred salary made me think a lot, English was my favor, so I decided to take my spare time to improve my skill be more competent in the society. I hated my boyfriend just keep his direct's assistant position but never joined night school for continue studying, as his intellegent he can become an excellent senior engineer. I was praised by my hard working and hard studying but everything changed by an suddenly accident, I was sent to the hospital while we made love and this made me feel shamed in the company and I hated my boyfriend and the current doctor told me later impossible for me to get a baby. Like thunderstorm in the cloudy day, I was beaten by this accident and decided to leave my hometown and felt so sorry to my family, it's me to made the whole family be shamed.
Regardless my boyfriend asked me to marry I left my hometown to work and just want to make more money to help my family. I was lucky to meet my classmate and she introduced a job for me in a taiwanese metal and plastic manufactory. Completely forgot my past, I worked so hard and nobody would think that I was from the big city. Be praised my work attitude and effective, the boss enjoyed me a lot, he was middle aged taiwanese but immigrated to America. No matter how low salary I had, no matter how long i work one day, more practice and be strong to help my family, that's my purpose.
After the working time, normally i didn't like to communicate with my colleagues and just moved to the top of the office building, there I can enjoy blue sky full of bright stars, I could sent my missing to my family. Normally tears always fulled of my eyes. To the additinal work close time I would left there to the dormitory together with my two colleagues from MeiXian, another poor city far from Dongguan, the city I worked that time.
One thing happened and changed my life, one night when tear still fulled of my eyes, a big hand hold me and I noted it's the boss's one, I don't want to make any trouble so I stop screaming but tried to enjoy his touch and his hold due to my not virgin body. Frankly speaking he was not bad, handsome, rich but his age like my father and he had wife. He was not aggressive completely, we sat down on the ground on the top of the office building. I asked him his story how he could be successful in his business. He enjoyed my more question style and told me his story. Taiwainese in 70's still was very poor and less people could enjoy good life, they had to pick up the rabbish like Coke jars to make moeny. after the Jiang's death, his son made the big reform and made the taiwainese in good life, he encouraged the people to make processing for the outside company especially the company from Japan. The boss and his brothers made a small company to produce nuts and screws and they were successful in this field. Later by the openning of the Chinese mainland, they found the cheap labors in Canton and good policy for investment so they moved to Dongguan to develope, original just a 30people small factory but now more or less 600 people inside. He was so proud and told me his good experience in the US as accountant. I was thinking about the money, how to get much more money I had to work hard by myself but very clear direction, he was superised to know and told me I could be his girlfriend, I told him if he respected me and I would. From that time he taught me how to make the financial sheets such as normal financial statement sheet, profit and loss sheet and balance sheet, that time I knew so many new words like due payment due receivement etc.. On the one hand, like a sponge absorbed the water, I tried my every minutes to get new knowledge to arm myself. On the other hand I have to find another job because I hate to be his girlfriend and feared one day would be invaded.
Mr. Lin, another director of the company in NanShan, my that moment cusomter, he told me sincerely that he enjoyed me a lot due to good english and intelligent and asked me to move to ShenZhen to work due to Taiwanese bad reputation they were sexual and money keeper only by themselves but regardless other people's welfare. I was happy to know that he would like to help me. One weekend when I finished my normal office work and called my friend that I would come to visit her in ShenZhen when I finished visiting one customer. My friend was a very beautiful girl and happy with her parents in ShenZhen, I don't like to disturb her a lot so just spend my less time in her family though they liked me a lot but I envied her with happiness.
That later afternoon I visited Mr. Lin, he was so enthusastic and hospitable to me and introduce me to visit the whole factory and I told him I enjoyed the factory a lot but I wanted to change a job immediately, he told he would give me his hand, while I told him I promised my friend would move to ShenZhen tonight. He felt so sad and offered me a cup of coffee and told me: then finish your coffee then I could send you to the station. When I finished coffee, suddenly I found I couldn't stand up and my head dazzling, I told him my uncomfortable feeling and he asked me to leave and arrange the customer's room for me. I finished shower but my head became more and more heavy, I slept and locked the door, suddenly I found someone opened door, Mr. Lin with his sexy eyes to come and moved me to his bedroom, I could say nothing for medicines reason, only tears full of my eyes, he stipped me off but superised to see my scar on my belly and he hesitated, crazy kissed and touched. he raped me. I hated him but now that my boyfriend made me disgrace in the factory in Shanghai, to me, though I hated to be raped but he must pay, I don't want to call any policeman and told him you give and you gain. He offered me the half of his wallet and I left next early morning. I didn't want to visit my friend again in Shenzhou and return to the dormitory and cried whole night. I hated my unthinking thought and all those greedy businessmen. It's unfair, but regardless my body and my good looking, I don't want to use my body and good looking, my intellectual is very important, so just worked even hard.
I tried my eagle's eyes to check who can be my ideal target, i must change my situation. I want to control somebody who could follow me and let me to control the company. one day I saw him, the friend of the young brother of the boss, he drunk and told me everybody knew in this factory there was a beautiful girl but the boss never allowed them to talk with me and introduce me to his friends, because he thought I was his property. I told him he was drunk and should take a rest in the customer's room and asked him to give me his name card.
When I saw my colleague who use the telephone to seek for the position in another factory, I felt interesting and asked her to pass me the newspaper I found the recruiment with more suitable position for me, and I tried one and the boss told me I should take an interview next week. .....
I was proud once my father sent me to the middle school with his private car but such kind good time hadn't lasted a long time, due to his wrong decision he lost the best opportunity to sell his products and caused the enterprise with big economic problem. detail I have no idea, but the truth was father was arrested for economic problem and be sentenced in the jail for 12years, though finally he was set free (two months in the jail) but his life completely changed, he lost everything even his welfare his pension.
I have no idea what happened and just wonder, father became greedy with money from that time, he managed to sell every useful things at home to get money and mother used her poor monthly salary to keep the whole family living, my elder brother made my mother fee relief a lot, since he graduated from the high school, he worked in the local enviorment bureau and get regular monthly salary to help mother. I studied in the senior school far from hometown and every month, my elder brother will offer 10yuan for me for studying and he believed a lot I can join the university for my studied famous middle school. Father became ridiculous, he worked every early morning and return every late evening, we couldn't see him at home and wondered what he was doing, nobody knew and he had no money to get for his living only mother's poor salary, mother was an engineer with good reputation, she was respected by everybody in my village and worked in a local steel company later be mergered by Bao Steel.
Every weekend I would return home and be together with my family but hate a lot the enviorment due to frequently quarrel between my parents. So next day I must leave very early to go to the school. I studied just kept normal level never be excellent student, due to my mother's experience, she was great and the most beautiful woman in the village but failed to find a good husband and had to suffer the poor life. That's my real thinking: I want to find a good and rich husband to raise me and my whole family.
Later I was the unique girl to take part in the university that time. The whole village boiled and they praised me and asked their children to learn from me, I was not excited just thought, with my education background I want to find a good husband, I don't want to work hard like my mother and unemployment as my father.
Everything was changed quickly, when I joined grade three in the university I met him: my first boy friend. He asked me to join the party and we enjoyed dancing a lot and be introduced by my good friend we became good couple. We loved each other and that moment I forgot my swear to find a rich husband for the family. Be addicted to the short term happiness one day I was found pregnant due to my still university time, I had to make abortion but we still kept our relation, i was sure that would be his wife due to my good looking and education.
After university I was asigned to the local textile manufacturer as a designer and suddenly found the whole system changed, a lot of people they didn't like big pot life as the permanent staff who work in the company. The poor less one hundred salary made me think a lot, English was my favor, so I decided to take my spare time to improve my skill be more competent in the society. I hated my boyfriend just keep his direct's assistant position but never joined night school for continue studying, as his intellegent he can become an excellent senior engineer. I was praised by my hard working and hard studying but everything changed by an suddenly accident, I was sent to the hospital while we made love and this made me feel shamed in the company and I hated my boyfriend and the current doctor told me later impossible for me to get a baby. Like thunderstorm in the cloudy day, I was beaten by this accident and decided to leave my hometown and felt so sorry to my family, it's me to made the whole family be shamed.
Regardless my boyfriend asked me to marry I left my hometown to work and just want to make more money to help my family. I was lucky to meet my classmate and she introduced a job for me in a taiwanese metal and plastic manufactory. Completely forgot my past, I worked so hard and nobody would think that I was from the big city. Be praised my work attitude and effective, the boss enjoyed me a lot, he was middle aged taiwanese but immigrated to America. No matter how low salary I had, no matter how long i work one day, more practice and be strong to help my family, that's my purpose.
After the working time, normally i didn't like to communicate with my colleagues and just moved to the top of the office building, there I can enjoy blue sky full of bright stars, I could sent my missing to my family. Normally tears always fulled of my eyes. To the additinal work close time I would left there to the dormitory together with my two colleagues from MeiXian, another poor city far from Dongguan, the city I worked that time.
One thing happened and changed my life, one night when tear still fulled of my eyes, a big hand hold me and I noted it's the boss's one, I don't want to make any trouble so I stop screaming but tried to enjoy his touch and his hold due to my not virgin body. Frankly speaking he was not bad, handsome, rich but his age like my father and he had wife. He was not aggressive completely, we sat down on the ground on the top of the office building. I asked him his story how he could be successful in his business. He enjoyed my more question style and told me his story. Taiwainese in 70's still was very poor and less people could enjoy good life, they had to pick up the rabbish like Coke jars to make moeny. after the Jiang's death, his son made the big reform and made the taiwainese in good life, he encouraged the people to make processing for the outside company especially the company from Japan. The boss and his brothers made a small company to produce nuts and screws and they were successful in this field. Later by the openning of the Chinese mainland, they found the cheap labors in Canton and good policy for investment so they moved to Dongguan to develope, original just a 30people small factory but now more or less 600 people inside. He was so proud and told me his good experience in the US as accountant. I was thinking about the money, how to get much more money I had to work hard by myself but very clear direction, he was superised to know and told me I could be his girlfriend, I told him if he respected me and I would. From that time he taught me how to make the financial sheets such as normal financial statement sheet, profit and loss sheet and balance sheet, that time I knew so many new words like due payment due receivement etc.. On the one hand, like a sponge absorbed the water, I tried my every minutes to get new knowledge to arm myself. On the other hand I have to find another job because I hate to be his girlfriend and feared one day would be invaded.
Mr. Lin, another director of the company in NanShan, my that moment cusomter, he told me sincerely that he enjoyed me a lot due to good english and intelligent and asked me to move to ShenZhen to work due to Taiwanese bad reputation they were sexual and money keeper only by themselves but regardless other people's welfare. I was happy to know that he would like to help me. One weekend when I finished my normal office work and called my friend that I would come to visit her in ShenZhen when I finished visiting one customer. My friend was a very beautiful girl and happy with her parents in ShenZhen, I don't like to disturb her a lot so just spend my less time in her family though they liked me a lot but I envied her with happiness.
That later afternoon I visited Mr. Lin, he was so enthusastic and hospitable to me and introduce me to visit the whole factory and I told him I enjoyed the factory a lot but I wanted to change a job immediately, he told he would give me his hand, while I told him I promised my friend would move to ShenZhen tonight. He felt so sad and offered me a cup of coffee and told me: then finish your coffee then I could send you to the station. When I finished coffee, suddenly I found I couldn't stand up and my head dazzling, I told him my uncomfortable feeling and he asked me to leave and arrange the customer's room for me. I finished shower but my head became more and more heavy, I slept and locked the door, suddenly I found someone opened door, Mr. Lin with his sexy eyes to come and moved me to his bedroom, I could say nothing for medicines reason, only tears full of my eyes, he stipped me off but superised to see my scar on my belly and he hesitated, crazy kissed and touched. he raped me. I hated him but now that my boyfriend made me disgrace in the factory in Shanghai, to me, though I hated to be raped but he must pay, I don't want to call any policeman and told him you give and you gain. He offered me the half of his wallet and I left next early morning. I didn't want to visit my friend again in Shenzhou and return to the dormitory and cried whole night. I hated my unthinking thought and all those greedy businessmen. It's unfair, but regardless my body and my good looking, I don't want to use my body and good looking, my intellectual is very important, so just worked even hard.
I tried my eagle's eyes to check who can be my ideal target, i must change my situation. I want to control somebody who could follow me and let me to control the company. one day I saw him, the friend of the young brother of the boss, he drunk and told me everybody knew in this factory there was a beautiful girl but the boss never allowed them to talk with me and introduce me to his friends, because he thought I was his property. I told him he was drunk and should take a rest in the customer's room and asked him to give me his name card.
When I saw my colleague who use the telephone to seek for the position in another factory, I felt interesting and asked her to pass me the newspaper I found the recruiment with more suitable position for me, and I tried one and the boss told me I should take an interview next week. .....
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