forever crucifix

god
tell me what you want me to be
I can't stand myself anymore
tell me what you want me to see
I can't find my way to love

I wonder
if I never had a dream come true
when I try to kill unhappiness all away
just find that
the day is long
and the night is alone

I think it's gonna rain
rain down on me
I can't deny
it's just a fantasy

maybe sometimes
everything is wrong
wrong time
wrong people
maybe it's time to sing alone
it's time to kiss the rain