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近来一直在听一首Dido的歌——Life for Rent，有点感慨。先看一下歌词吧：

I haven't really ever found a place that I call home
I never stick around quite long enough to make it
I apologize that once again I'm not in love
But it's not as if I mind
that your heart ain't exactly breaking

It's just a thought, only a thought

But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

I've always thought
that I would love to live by the sea
To travel the world alone
and live my life more simply
I have no idea what's happened to that dream
Cos there's really nothing left here to stop me

It's just a thought, only a thought

But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

While my heart is a shield and I won't let it down
While I am so afraid to fail so I won't even try
Well how can I say I'm alive

If my life is for rent...

就是这句“I deserve nothing more than I get,Cos nothing I have is truly mine”。有点四大皆空的感觉。是啊，什么你现在有的东西是真正永远属于你呢？又想到那个有名的偈子：菩提本非树，明镜亦非台，本来无一物，何处染尘埃？”于是凡人就有苦恼，总是追问：how can I say I'm alive ？

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