I promise, nobody else will be involved.
Because there isn’t such an intersection of interests between ‘us’.
Just a bit of paranoia.
In order to become a ‘more sociable’ natural person, I have no patience, no trust. Just like everybody else.
Being continuous does not mean that it can determine the situation automatically.
The so-called continuousness is an unequivocal, serene and passive change.
Therefore, I have to take the initiative before the change happens.
Even though it might be passive again sometime, it’s better than not having any opportunity to be active at all.
Approved objectively, agreed subjectively.
With this prerequisite, everything that can be done in advance should be done immediately.
Because everything can be delayed, but not advanced.
Thus I will achieve whatever I have the ability to achieve, the sooner the better.
Before my initiative is corroded by some cooperative hostilities, before the intersection of interests completes formation.
Before I regret passively.
When I heard that sentence today, such feelings almost engulfed my consciousness.
Only if that person did not exist.
“Only if I could get rid of him.”
I really should not have raised such a humane issue to a girl who is so fanatically naive.
Only emotions, whatever positive or negative, only emotions cannot be proven by official documents and rubber stamps, no matter whether their properties have been predestined.
Then they will be bleached by time, becoming valueless.
Emotions don’t have an expiry date, because they have no actual functions.
Why can’t I understand it?
I am still in love.
The love that is so selfish, so cruel, and so proud.
I am not reckless.
There are not many risks for me to choose from.
“I mean, your neighbour…”
That is a different place.
Implementing another ‘only purpose’, on behalf of the only purpose.
On behalf of the only self.
We are all full of greed, weakness and vanity.
We have to pay the price, even for the most basic precondition.
Therefore, all of us have gone astray.
Not knowing the implication of ‘prospect’, only indulged in our own capricious desires.
Fortunately, I still have time and life.
The life that is controlled by time.
I promise, nobody else will be involved-
Before loyalty and betrayal, cancel out each other.
Because there isn’t such an intersection of interests between ‘us’.
Just a bit of paranoia.
In order to become a ‘more sociable’ natural person, I have no patience, no trust. Just like everybody else.
Being continuous does not mean that it can determine the situation automatically.
The so-called continuousness is an unequivocal, serene and passive change.
Therefore, I have to take the initiative before the change happens.
Even though it might be passive again sometime, it’s better than not having any opportunity to be active at all.
Approved objectively, agreed subjectively.
With this prerequisite, everything that can be done in advance should be done immediately.
Because everything can be delayed, but not advanced.
Thus I will achieve whatever I have the ability to achieve, the sooner the better.
Before my initiative is corroded by some cooperative hostilities, before the intersection of interests completes formation.
Before I regret passively.
When I heard that sentence today, such feelings almost engulfed my consciousness.
Only if that person did not exist.
“Only if I could get rid of him.”
I really should not have raised such a humane issue to a girl who is so fanatically naive.
Only emotions, whatever positive or negative, only emotions cannot be proven by official documents and rubber stamps, no matter whether their properties have been predestined.
Then they will be bleached by time, becoming valueless.
Emotions don’t have an expiry date, because they have no actual functions.
Why can’t I understand it?
I am still in love.
The love that is so selfish, so cruel, and so proud.
I am not reckless.
There are not many risks for me to choose from.
“I mean, your neighbour…”
That is a different place.
Implementing another ‘only purpose’, on behalf of the only purpose.
On behalf of the only self.
We are all full of greed, weakness and vanity.
We have to pay the price, even for the most basic precondition.
Therefore, all of us have gone astray.
Not knowing the implication of ‘prospect’, only indulged in our own capricious desires.
Fortunately, I still have time and life.
The life that is controlled by time.
I promise, nobody else will be involved-
Before loyalty and betrayal, cancel out each other.
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