Today I had my last physics lesson. Perhaps the last in my present education, or the last one in my entire life.
Also my chemistry teacher is leaving, because a new head of science has been appointed.
I hate changes. I just want to keep the current status, so it can eventually become a stasis. I just cannot resist the wordplay.
Quite upset about the last meeting between my chemistry teacher and I. Too many 'lasts'.
My reading competition is postponed to tomorrow. Not too bad.
Things do change a lot, things that are not in my control (any more).
So the only thing I can do is to continue.
Too many people know nothing. I have always imagined how it would be like if they were not here. If they did not exist, would I gain more control?
Maybe I wouldn't. Control, essentially, is the control over people, not things. Whatever they are, whether they have brains or not, their existance ensures my control.
Soon they will change, and so will I.
And the control continues.
Also my chemistry teacher is leaving, because a new head of science has been appointed.
I hate changes. I just want to keep the current status, so it can eventually become a stasis. I just cannot resist the wordplay.
Quite upset about the last meeting between my chemistry teacher and I. Too many 'lasts'.
My reading competition is postponed to tomorrow. Not too bad.
Things do change a lot, things that are not in my control (any more).
So the only thing I can do is to continue.
Too many people know nothing. I have always imagined how it would be like if they were not here. If they did not exist, would I gain more control?
Maybe I wouldn't. Control, essentially, is the control over people, not things. Whatever they are, whether they have brains or not, their existance ensures my control.
Soon they will change, and so will I.
And the control continues.
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