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how nice it would be if we could never grow up.
to grow up means you have to face so many responsibilities and reality, and the complicated interrelationship as well. i can not lead a life according to my will, so many aspects i have to take into consideration.
if i could choose, i'd like to be a volunteer to protect all the animals in danger, i'd like to spend all my passion to be with them. i don't care what i'll get in return as long as it's a life i want.
but now i have to get a normal job as everyone else, i have to smile to those i don't like at all, i have to deal things have nothing to do with my major, i have to attand all the disgusting endless so called business meal with honored guests to say things not true to be a smiling machine.............. one year working expenrience almost kills my enthusiasm, i'm fed up with it.
i hate the life, but i have no other choice 'cause anyway a member of this dirty society.
how about go to the Master course? then again after the graduation i have face all of these again..............
a bird can fly freely in the sky......... |