心理莫名的空虚。今天去微机摄相了，交了10元摄相费用，50元报名费用，也没有买书，复印了两张身份证复印件。虽然早就做好了没评上的准备，但是这坏消息来了，心理还是接受不了，这对我打击很大。我都不想在评了，评个职称还要8年抗战吗？我好迷惑，好伤感。现在的社会到底怎么了？这样的打击我实在很难接受，没有人安慰我，没有人了解我内心的孤独与苦闷。没有真心朋友来分担痛苦与快乐，痛苦叫人分担会减少一半，快乐给人分享会增加一半。但是我都没有，没有那么一个异性和同性的死党。今天看到一篇文章，讲美国第32任总统（富兰克林），把自己的缺点列在纸上，逐一克服，然后删除缺点，最终受到万人瞩目与尊敬。我也该好好学习一下了，并不是想竞选总统，而是想提高自己的修养。慢慢改变自己吧，处世方式、态度。虽然一般情况下自命清高，特立独行，哪里在乎过别人的看法，“走自己的路叫别人去说吧”这曾是我的信条，相信会走出一条与众不同的路。现在我的想法有所改变，真不知道那样做是对还是错？突然想起一首哲理诗，
未选择的路 The Road Not Taken（原文）
（罗伯特．弗罗斯）
黄色的树林里分出两条路 Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
可惜我不能同时去涉足 And sorry Icould not travel both
我在那路口久久伫立 And be one traveler,long I stood
我向着一条路极目望去 And looked down one ads tar as I could
直到它消失在丛林深处 To where it bent in the undergrowth;
但我却选择了另外一条路 Then took the other,as just as fair,
它荒草萋萋，十分幽寂 And having perhaps the better claim,
显得更诱人，更美丽 Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
虽然在这两条小路上 Though as for that the passing there
都很少留下旅人的足迹 Had worn them really about the same,
虽然那天清晨落叶满地 And both that morning equally lay
两条路都未经脚步污染 In leaves no step had trodden black.
呵，留下一条路等改日再见！ Oh, Ikept the first for another day!
但我知道路径延绵无尽头 Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
恐怕我难以再返回 I doubted if Ishluld ever come back.
也许多少年后在某个地方 I shall be telling this with a sigh
我将轻声叹息将往事回顾 Somewhere ages and ages hence:
一片树林里分出两条路—— Two roads diverged in a wood ,and I-
而我选择了人迹更少的一条 I took the one less traveled by,
从此决定了我一生的道路 And that has made all the difference.
（罗伯特．弗罗斯）
黄色的树林里分出两条路 Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
可惜我不能同时去涉足 And sorry Icould not travel both
我在那路口久久伫立 And be one traveler,long I stood
我向着一条路极目望去 And looked down one ads tar as I could
直到它消失在丛林深处 To where it bent in the undergrowth;
但我却选择了另外一条路 Then took the other,as just as fair,
它荒草萋萋，十分幽寂 And having perhaps the better claim,
显得更诱人，更美丽 Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
虽然在这两条小路上 Though as for that the passing there
都很少留下旅人的足迹 Had worn them really about the same,
虽然那天清晨落叶满地 And both that morning equally lay
两条路都未经脚步污染 In leaves no step had trodden black.
呵，留下一条路等改日再见！ Oh, Ikept the first for another day!
但我知道路径延绵无尽头 Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
恐怕我难以再返回 I doubted if Ishluld ever come back.
也许多少年后在某个地方 I shall be telling this with a sigh
我将轻声叹息将往事回顾 Somewhere ages and ages hence:
一片树林里分出两条路—— Two roads diverged in a wood ,and I-
而我选择了人迹更少的一条 I took the one less traveled by,
从此决定了我一生的道路 And that has made all the difference.
这首诗曾经教过学生，我深刻的理解其中的哲理。是不是多少年以后只换来我的一声叹息呢？
今夜我很难过，而无人分担！
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