不诉离殇

Raving on a Wednesday Night Feeling myself kind of fell ill recently, No, I am pretty fine physically, what I really refer to is mental well-being. Usually youth at my age, like most of my contemporaries are supposed to be energetic, full of passion and optimistic toward life. But when it comes to me, I found myself somewhat being upset and blue. Sentimental emotion is not unusual to me, however, most frequently the problem is just too much. At first sight people probably reckon me a confident and independent girl who gets her acts well together. But personally I am feeling terrible. Lying on the bed, deep in the night, left alone after a long tedious school day, finally! And start to think about my future. You see, without pretty face nor slender figure, the only effective way to make one more attractive is to reinforce her inner beauty and broaden her horizon through education. So basically the most important thing of all is you should try your best to be a five “A” student. I am not suggesting that we all plough ourselves into study regardless any other staffs, it’s just my own humble opinion. But things are always easier said than done. I am not satisfying with myself at all these months. Often get tired of the classes easily and having a more and more strong aversion to those lectures, routine meetings, investigations as time goes by, feeling like turning loose my hold on everything---- Maybe longing for death is not a sin. Joanna shouldn’t be criticized as a coward, nor do I. Getting sleepy now, goodnight and sweet dreams Joy!