erinmoney

Recently,I have just met a boy .I flet in love with him in the first sight .I would be happy the whole day if I met him in the morning .he is so tall ,180cm's high  I am a little bit short.i think we are not fit for each other .but I just like him !oh my lord!I made myself even go mad. 
    And I'm happy cause everyday can meet him . I pretend to meet him by sudden but that's all made by myself.is it worth for me to still keep quite?or just tell him my felling to him ?i wonder he will know me but the same time i just afraid of his kowning me .i was constractive.
   yesterday night ,the electricity of our collage went off  i and mermaid went to dinning hall3 to have dnner.suddenly an alful idea came into her mind ,then she sent short message to him .judging from his message he is the person who is very conscious.that night i was happy to death ,and hellen sent him messages too ,told him a girl is  loving him for a long time without telling him .and  until this morning i still thought he knows me .i was wrong ,he considered me as an other girl . my heart was broke.what a hideous love!how can i get rid of him ?
    just now i met him again .but a little bit sorrow ,a little bit emberess.